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MAME is a multi-purpose emulation framework it's purpose is to preserve decades of software history. Over time, MAME (originally stood for Multiple Arcade Machine Emulator) absorbed the sister-project MESS (Multi Emulator Super System), so MAME now documents a wide variety of (mostly vintage) computers, video game consoles and calculators, in addition to the arcade video games that were its initial focus. This is the (unofficial) subreddit.
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2023.06.10 20:52 Auronit Is there someplace online that shows current destillery exclusives?
Hey everyone, first post here
Much like most, if not all of you, I'm very much in love with whisky, scotch in particular. Over the past few years I've built a sizeable collection that I'm really proud of.
I've never been to Scotland myself, though it's definitely up there in terms of travel destinations. But, a good collegue of mine is going in July, touring Scotland and she told me that if there's anything I want she'll try to accomodate it.
Now, I'd love to have a distillery exclusive whisky since that isn't something I can normally get my hands on. Problem is, I have no idea what is out there in terms of these exclusives and she doesn't have any knowledge when it comes to whisky to make an informed descision herelf.
The route she'll be going is Glasgow -> Fort William -> Isle of Skye -> Inverness -> Edinburgh.
From Inverness to Edinburgh she'll be going through the national park and given the route pretty much any Speyside distillery would be doable and that fits well with some of my favorite distilleries like Linkwood and Mortlach.
My question to the experts out there, is there any way to find out what exclusives are currently available in the Speyside region? Or maybe someone knows one because they've been there recently? Any help would be greatly appreciated, it would mean a lot.
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2023.06.10 20:52 confused-condiment Constant mental harrassment in college triggered a depressive emotional shutdown. Now that I'm better, how do I get myself back on the job market?
Throwaway account, in case there's any identifying information in the post.
As the title states, I was a victim of constant mental harrassment in the form of verbal abuse throughout the entire time I was at college till I graduated in 2018.
I (26 F) was targeted by an associate professor (60s? F) for no apparent reason.
Without going into too much detail, she did everything from bad-mouthing me to the other professors of the department, calling me names, insulting me mid-class for my spinal issues to messing with my scores. I'm very non-confrontational by nature so she wore me down to the point where my OCD basically took over and I became a shell of a person. I even considered dropping out but couldn't do it because of several reasons.
When I graduated, I knew I couldn't dwell on the college stuff and threw myself at preparing for graduate school. I wanted to attend school in Europe and took all the necessary tests during the next year. But by the time I was ready to apply, the pandemic had started, so obviously I couldn't go. That gap where I had all that spare time to think plunged me into a deep depression and my OCD got worse and worse to the point where I couldn't even drink water if I was thirsty.
I'm on the path to recovery now and I want to work but I've now taken this huge gap of three years with no work experience and I'm absolutely lost.
I have a Bachelor's degree in Physics and I wanted to switch careers to data science/analytics and even have a few relevant certificate courses under my belt but that hasn't gotten me anywhere in terms of job offers. Spending some time on career subs on reddit makes it seem as though data analytics is a very hard field to get into without any references or relevant experience and that the job market is over-flowing with people with no experience and a ton of certificate courses. I am now genuinely afraid that I have wasted my time trying to get anywhere with data analytics.
What are the career options that I have a genuine shot at, with my academic record so far? Is data analytics still a valid career option and what can I do to make any progress in that field?
Any advice regarding this will be deeply appreciated.
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2023.06.10 20:52 Westher98 Will I ever be free?
I've been recovering for almost 4 years now, but I've had some slip-ups from time to time and a relapse in autumn 2021 which I've almost overcome with a half-in/half-out behavior.
The other week my boyfriend and I were invited to an event held for a relative of his. Without going too much into detail, she had achieved an important milestone and everyone was and is incredibly happy for and proud of her.
During the party, after a while, it was time to cut the cake and that's when I started noticing few things: she had to be pushed a little bit to get a slice that was not miniscule. During the day I noticed few things about her body (forearms, knuckles... And more) and my mind started putting all this together. She also hadn't eaten anything and barely drank water. Then, when I went to put away my dirty dishes i noticed on one counter her full plate. The same slice of cake, untouched! That's when i realized that she's one of us, in this cursed club. She may even lurk here, too, who knows...
I felt very bad and ever since it has made me wonder whether I will ever catch a break from this godforsaken disease. Whether this disease will ever leave me. My dysmorphia is pretty bad now. I had some photos professionally taken with a modelling agency. I should be happy, right? I initially did it for "shit and giggles" but now i realize i keep comparing myself to other, more desirable models and feel like shit. I walk down the street and I always think about some parts of my body. I hate my thighs, i hate my face. I feel so unfeminine and pathetic. I weigh myself ever day, but lately every 3 days or so. I am slowly reverting to eating at a deficit and mentally count calories every day.
I thought I was doing better, but here I am. It makes me wonder whether I'll ever be free?
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2023.06.10 20:51 relevent_username2 Newish gamedev could use some advice on what project to work on
Hi everyone,
This feels a bit rude to ask people for their time but I could really use some advice.
I recently graduated from college as a computer science major, and while I already have a job lined up (in a non-gamedev tech position), because of the tech recession happening my job told me a few months ago that my start date was being moved back to January 2024. Luckily I have the resources to support myself up until then, but I figured I could use the extra time to do something I'd always wanted to, which would be to work on and release a full video game. This would be a smaller, solo-developed game made on a tight (near-zero) budget over a few months. I wouldn't expect it to be very long or for it to make much (if any) money, but I've always wanted to release something and worst case it could pad the resume a bit and give me a way to practice software development while I'm waiting for my job to start so I figured it'd be a worthwhile time. In terms of experience, I've been making games as a hobby on the side for a couple years now-
this is my itch.io page for reference. I have a fair amount of experience in Unity (about 4 years, on and off) and plenty of knowledge on programming but fewer art skills.
With all that said, I'm a bit stuck right now on deciding on which project I should work on. I have it narrowed down to one of two options at the moment. The first option would be a 2D puzzle platformer that focuses on manipulating and moving between negative space in the environment. I made a
smaller version of a game like this for a game jam and I always wanted to make it into a full game, with a heavier focus on puzzle solving, a story, etc. This is really enticing as I really love the mechanic here, but there are some pretty serious technical questions I'd have to answer to scale it to a full game, and I'm not sure if I could produce art assets that would read well when constrained to the mechanics- I suspect I would have to rely solely on silhouettes for a lot of the art in order to make the mechanic readable, and I'm not currently confident in my art skills to make that work and read as an actual set of environments.
The other idea was to make a game essentially about Zelda dungeons. The idea here would be to make a 3D puzzle game inspired by traditional Zelda dungeons, since more recent games in the franchise have strayed away from their traditional design and I've kind of wanted to make something in that space myself. This would be super stripped down relative to normal Zelda games of course- it would literally just be the dungeons, maybe even without combat. I've also worked on a
smaller game inspired by this idea, though admittedly I made that as part of a group. I did just finish working on this one though and have a lot of ideas, experience, and assets ready to make a full game, but I'm concerned about 3D development taking a lot more resources and time than 2D, which could hurt given I'd be making this game alone, even if my plan would be for it to be pretty short. I am still super passionate about this idea though and am debating between the two ideas.
I wanted to ask, would anyone have any advice for me on which project I should work on? I'm pretty new to making games in a full-time capacity and I feel like it's hard to judge where the scope of these things should lie. Could I get any advice on making my first game at scale? I would really appreciate it.
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2023.06.10 20:51 Professional_Cow_713 Mistaken for south Asian?!?!
I was out of town getting my nails done at a Korean nail salon (I typically get my nails done by other black women, but I was out of town) my nail tech had been staring at me for a while with this perplexed look on her face and she finally just blurts out “ Are you Indian?”. A bit bewildered, I responded back and said, “no- I’m black”
Now, this isn’t the first time I’ve been mistaken as South Asian. I’ve been on Many first dates where men have inquired about my racial makeup. I can see they’re fishing for an answer when they ask “So, where is your family from?” When I answer and clarify I’m black American they always say “ I thought you were from * insert any country or island where south Asians are common *”
It makes me wonder if men, particularly black men find me appealing because to some extent I present as ethnically ambiguous.
I also wonder if this happens to other black women????
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2023.06.10 20:51 Ok_Poof_gone Sweet taste
I bumped up to 2mg this week from 1.5. I’ve been on O since January. I have some strange side effects, anyone else have these? I have the most overwhelming sweet taste in my mouth since the 2mg and seems like my sweat even smells sweet. Strange.
I also noticed my cuts and bruises are taking really long to heal. I have some missed IV attempts on my arm where the bruising didn’t go away for 4 weeks. I also scrapped my ankle 3 weeks ago and has barely healed. Now some really specific intense itching on the balls of my feet at night and on waking, since 2mg. Odd and seems like diabetic symptoms. Anyone?
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2023.06.10 20:50 sageleader r/FenerbahceSK will be going dark June 12 at 20:00 UTC for 48 Hours
What's going on?
A recent Reddit policy change threatens to kill many beloved third-party mobile apps, making a great many quality-of-life features not seen in the official mobile app
permanently inaccessible to users.
On May 31, 2023, Reddit announced they were raising the price to make calls to their API from being free to a level that will kill every third party app on Reddit, from
Apollo to
Reddit is Fun to
Narwhal to
BaconReader.
Even if you're not a mobile user and don't use any of those apps, this is a step toward killing other ways of customizing Reddit, such as Reddit Enhancement Suite or the use of the old.reddit.com desktop interface .
This isn't only a problem on the user level: many subreddit moderators depend on tools only available outside the official app to keep their communities on-topic and spam-free.
What's the plan?
On June 12th,
many subreddits will be going dark to protest this policy. Some will return after 48 hours: others will go away
permanently unless the issue is adequately addressed, since many moderators aren't able to put in the work they do with the poor tools available through the official app. This isn't something any of us do lightly: we do what we do because
we love Reddit, and we truly believe this change will make it impossible to keep doing what we love.
The two-day blackout isn't the
goal, and it isn't the end. Should things reach the 14th with no sign of Reddit choosing to fix what they've broken, we'll use the community and buzz we've built between then and now as a tool for further action.
What can you do?
- Complain. Message the mods of reddit.com, who are the admins of the site: message reddit: submit a support request: comment in relevant threads on reddit, such as this one, leave a negative review on their official iOS or Android app- and sign your username in support to this post.
- Spread the word. Rabble-rouse on related subreddits. Meme it up, make it spicy. Bitch about it to your cat. Suggest anyone you know who moderates a subreddit join us at our sister sub at ModCoord - but please don't pester mods you don't know by simply spamming their modmail.
- Boycott and spread the word...to Reddit's competition! Stay off Reddit entirely on June 12th through the 13th- instead, take to your favorite non-Reddit platform of choice and make some noise in support!
- Don't be a jerk. As upsetting this may be, threats, profanity and vandalism will be worse than useless in getting people on our side. Please make every effort to be as restrained, polite, reasonable and law-abiding as possible. This includes not harassing moderators of subreddits who have chosen not to take part: no one likes a missionary, a used-car salesman, or a flame warrior.
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2023.06.10 20:50 Thrice_84 Credit card application was approved but then received a letter a year later advising it was not approved?
The letter indicates that an error caused and they mistakenly approved the credit and are now retracting their approval from 05/07/2022! Is that even legal? I know they can close accounts but this is different. I’m confused.
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2023.06.10 20:50 LuKaS0473 Need help setting up Invoice Ninja
| I want to install Invoice Ninja on my Arch Linux server using Docker Compose. I use the Nginx Proxy Manager and manage everything through it. I have installed Invoice Ninja as described on Github ( https://github.com/invoiceninja/dockerfiles) and it is running so far. Only problem is that in the official Docker Compose file it uses a Nginx web server and so I have Nginx running twice. One Nxing proxy manager on port 80 and since port 80 is busy the second proxy manager has to run on a different port. How can I now remove the Nginx web server from Invoice Ninja and route everything through the Nginx proxy manager? Here is the docker-compose.yml of the Nginx Proxy manager: version: '3.8' services: app: image: 'jc21/nginx-proxy-manager:latest' container_name: nginx restart: unless-stopped ports: - '80:80' - '443:443' - '81:81' volumes: - ./data:/data - ./letsencrypt:/etc/letsencrypt networks: - npm-nw networks: npm-nw: external: true And here is the docker-compose.yml file from Invoice Ninja with the Nginx web server: version: '3.7' services: server: image: nginx restart: always env_file: env volumes: # Vhost configuration #- ./config/caddy/Caddyfile:/etc/caddy/Caddyfiledocker-com - ./config/nginx/in-vhost.conf:/etc/nginx/conf.d/in-vhost.conf:ro - ./dockeapp/public:/vawww/app/public:ro depends_on: - app ports: - "8001:80" #- "443:443" networks: - invoiceninja app: image: invoiceninja/invoiceninja:5 env_file: env restart: always volumes: - ./config/hosts:/etc/hosts:ro - ./dockeapp/public:/vawww/app/public:rw,delegated - ./dockeapp/storage:/vawww/app/storage:rw,delegated depends_on: - db networks: - invoiceninja db: image: mysql:8 ports: - "3305:3306" restart: always env_file: env volumes: - ./dockemysql/data:/valib/mysql:rw,delegated # remove comments for next 4 lines if you want auto sql backups #- ./dockemysql/bak:/backups:rw #- ./config/mysql/backup-script:/etc/cron.daily/daily:ro #- ./config/mysql/backup-script:/etc/cron.weekly/weekly:ro #- ./config/mysql/backup-script:/etc/cron.monthly/monthly:ro networks: - invoiceninja networks: invoiceninja: And here is the configuration of Nginx proxy manager: https://preview.redd.it/jvjazo9dl85b1.png?width=1159&format=png&auto=webp&s=5888d39d44c8c5ee5c0ef2afa5bea133f4f7ac81 docker ps command: PORTS | NAMES | 0.0.0.0:8001->80/tcp, :::8001->80/tcp | invoiceninja-server-1 | 9000/tcp | invoiceninja-app-1 | 33060/tcp, 0.0.0.0:3305->3306/tcp, :::3305->3306/tcp | invoiceninja-db-1 | 0.0.0.0:80-81->80-81/tcp, :::80-81->80-81/tcp, 0.0.0.0:443->443/tcp, :::443->443/tcp | nginx | submitted by LuKaS0473 to selfhosted [link] [comments] |
2023.06.10 20:50 flavius_lacivious Why are companies getting aggressive about EEO surveys?
I have noticed in my job hunts that companies repeatedly contact me to fill out the EEO survey after I had applied. This is a list of questions about race, disability and veteran status.
I know asking the questions is standard practice, but now I am receiving emails from employers requesting I complete the survey and this has never happened before. This seems odd in that I doubt the company gives a shit whether I do or not and I can’t see an obvious benefit for them.
Can anyone shed some light?
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2023.06.10 20:50 BiruMetal We want YOUR opinion about this protest.
Should this sub join the June 12th-14th protest of Reddit's API changes? Essentially, all 3rd party Reddit apps will be killed.
(paraphrased from another sub) What's going on? A recent Reddit policy change threatens to kill many beloved third-party mobile apps, making a great many quality-of-life features not seen in the official mobile app permanently inaccessible to users.
On May 31, 2023, Reddit announced they were raising the price to make calls to their API from being free to a level that will kill every third party app on Reddit, from Apollo to Reddit is Fun to Narwhal to BaconReader.
Even if you're not a mobile user and don't use any of those apps, this is a step toward killing other ways of customizing Reddit, such as Reddit Enhancement Suite or the use of the old.reddit.com desktop interface.
This isn't only a problem on the user level: many subreddit moderators depend on tools only available outside the official app to keep their communities on-topic and spam-free.
What's the plan? On June 12th, many subreddits will be going dark to protest this policy. Some will return after 48 hours: others will go away permanently unless the issue is adequately addressed, since many moderators aren't able to put in the work they do with the poor tools available through the official app. This isn't something any of us do lightly: we do what we do because we love Reddit, and we truly believe this change will make it impossible to keep doing what we love.
The two-day blackout isn't the goal, and it isn't the end. Should things reach the 14th with no sign of Reddit choosing to fix what they've broken, we'll use the community and buzz we've built between then and now as a tool for further action. What can you do as a user? - Complain. Message the mods of reddit.com, who are the admins of the site: message reddit: submit a support request: comment in relevant threads on reddit, such as this one, leave a negative review on their official iOS or Android app- and sign your username in support to this post.
- Boycott and spread the word...to Reddit's competition! Stay off Reddit entirely on June 12th through the 13th- instead, take to your favorite non-Reddit platform of choice and make some noise in support!
- Don't be a jerk. As upsetting as this may be, threats, profanity and vandalism will be worse than useless in getting people on our side. Please make every effort to be as restrained, polite, reasonable and law-abiding as possible.
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2023.06.10 20:50 elblues Why GBCJ will be private on June 12 and what Reddit management should do
Ladies,
GBCJ will be private on Monday, June 12, for approximately 24 hours to protest Reddit's poor management, ineffective communication and ridiculous business goals. It is our signal to the site’s management: stop destroying the very thing that makes this site unique.
By joining this temporary shut down, this masculine space will be with hundreds of thousands of redditors worldwide who believe the company has not adequately listened to our concerns.
For years, Reddit has relied on outsiders to improve on the site's limited offerings by allowing independent developers to build systems on top of Reddit’s APIs. It improves the user experience at all levels, such as funny bots that interact with redditors and third-party tools to help moderators shape their communities.
This culture of openness has created an ecosystem that is unique among most other social media platforms. The recent decision by Reddit management to effectively price out third-party access with high API fees is actively harming the community as a whole.
Over the course of the decade, we have continued to see internet companies once thrived on the ideals of an open web becoming more closed off in all areas - developer access, allowable content, community engagement, etc. Those management teams made decisions that were vastly out of sync with the users on these sites, became controlling, alienated the core user base in pursuit of the illusive growth or profit.
The results were often disastrous. Look no further to Dig, Tumblr, Twitter. These are just some of the few internet companies that dug their own graves. And now Reddit is potentially on the list.
Online spaces are often how queer people know themselves and each other. Because of this, we deeply want this site to succeed. This is why GBCJ is joining in a protest to urge Reddit to reconsider its recent decisions.
In the meantime, you can find the GBCJ Discord
https://discord.gg/W4cNAanBcy. You can complain about the closure at
/Gaybrosdoublejerk, or ogle at other GBCJ members at
/GBCJGW. We should also try going outside.
A Reddit founder once attributed user empowerment as the key to the success of web 2.0. "No longer is the message coming from just the top down," Alexis Ohanian said. "If you want to succeed, you have got to be okay to lose control."
By boycotting Reddit, GBCJ and many other redditors hope to send a message to Steve Huffman and the Reddit board:
There is still time to turn around.
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2023.06.10 20:49 Raymond-Berger Kicked out of Dave and Busters for taking photos.
I went to a Dave and Busters in Southern California yesterday, and I took pictures of some arcade games in action. Unfortunately, three young girls playing “Spin-N-Win” mistakenly thought I was directly taking pictures of them, so they talked to the manager and accused me of taking pictures of them. The manager and a security guard confronted me, and I told the manager that I wasn’t trying to take pictures of the girls. The manager didn’t believe me, and he and the security guard escorted me out of the building. I told the manager I was sorry for making the girls feel uncomfortable, even though it wasn’t my intention. The manager was friendly and said that it was ok, as long as I didn’t do it again. I emailed Dave and Busters corporate and let them know about this incident. I’m waiting to hear back from them about whether I can return to that location in the future or not.
I wasn’t trying to take pictures of specific people or invade anyone’s privacy, I was taking pictures of the arcade games for my social media (many people do this). I don’t feel I did anything wrong, I believe this was all a big misunderstanding.
What are your thoughts?
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2023.06.10 20:49 Ryanlf999 r/gameswithgold will be participating in the June 12th - June 14th Subreddit Blackout.
gameswithgold will be joining in on the June 12th-14th protest of Reddit's API changes that will essentially kill all 3rd party Reddit apps.
What's going on?
A recent Reddit policy change threatens to kill many beloved third-party mobile apps, making a great many quality-of-life features not seen in the official mobile app permanently inaccessible to users.
On May 31, 2023, Reddit announced they were raising the price to make calls to their API from being free to a level that will kill every third party app on Reddit, from Apollo to Reddit is Fun to Narwhal to BaconReader.
Even if you're not a mobile user and don't use any of those apps, this is a step toward killing other ways of customizing Reddit, such as Reddit Enhancement Suite or the use of the old.reddit.com desktop interface .
This isn't only a problem on the user level: many subreddit moderators depend on tools only available outside the official app to keep their communities on-topic and spam-free.
gameswithgold will go dark at around 12AM UTC.
What's the plan?
On June 12th,
many subreddits will be going dark to protest this policy. Some will return after 48 hours: others will go away permanently unless the issue is adequately addressed, since many moderators aren't able to put in the work they do with the poor tools available through the official app. This isn't something any of us do lightly: we do what we do because we love Reddit, and we truly believe this change will make it impossible to keep doing what we love.
The two-day blackout isn't the goal, and it isn't the end. Should things reach the 14th with no sign of Reddit choosing to fix what they've broken, we'll use the community and buzz we've built between then and now as a tool for further action. What can you do as a user?
- Complain. Message the mods of /reddit.com, who are the admins of the site: message reddit: submit a support request: comment in relevant threads on /reddit, such as this one, leave a negative review on their official iOS or Android app- and sign your username in support to this post.
- Spread the word. Rabble-rouse on related subreddits. Meme it up, make it spicy. Bitch about it to your cat. Suggest anyone you know who moderates a subreddit join the coordinated mod effort at /ModCoord.
- Boycott and spread the word...to Reddit's competition! Stay off Reddit entirely on June 12th through the 13th- instead, take to your favorite non-Reddit platform of choice and make some noise in support!
- Don't be a jerk. As upsetting this may be, threats, profanity and vandalism will be worse than useless in getting people on our side. Please make every effort to be as restrained, polite, reasonable and law-abiding as possible.
What can you do as a moderator?
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2023.06.10 20:49 mohyo324 my mom keeps saying i am a failure
i am 17m i recently picked on a hobby to draw and started recently working out
i suspect that i have adhd i was not diagnosed but i have a lot of symptoms:
(maladaptive daydreaming,inability to focus,shitty memory at a young age,extreme chronic procrastination,extreme impulsivness and emotion,fidgetting,literally never achieving anything in my life and eaxh time i try i fail,bad grades,hyperactivity,etc...)
i am not diagnosed or on meds and prob. will never be anytime soon but i am just sure that this is not normal behaviour there must be something behind this
anyways my relationship with my mom is very shitty she abused me physically when i was young and now since i grow and she started to become weak she is always insulting me my realtionship with my father is non existant but from what i heard from my mom that he was abusive and controlling and used to hit her and alot of bad stuff in general and you might think she is gaslighting me and i thought that too but he is actually a horrible person even from the testimony of other family members and prob. from my own experience each time i try messaging him he just leaves me on seen atfirst he replied and was good to me but now he just does this it is just....... whatever not our topic
alot of instances happened like alot due to my rubbish memory i can't remember or describe them in this post rn
but i just wanna vent about today
i was back from the gym my mom walked on me when i forgot to close my room door and obv my dumbass forgot to close it
i did my unhealthy habbit again which is daydreaming while pacing around the room but it was more active and aggressive it's like if you walked on a person fighting an invisible bieng very intensely yeah you get it
she shouted at me and told me that she is surprised i am still doing this things (i have a history of doing it since i was like 6 till now)
she insulted me i tried to lie to her that this is just a stretch from the workout but obv she didn't believe it
she told me that i will never be loved,get married,have children and if i ever did so: if my wife walked in on me and saw me doing this she would record me and file a law suit that i am mentally ill yep! she said this and i was like wtf? i tried to reply back that i am not gonna be with somebody like her (my mom) she then exploded from anger and started saying that i am never gonna find someone like her bec. my mom is succesfull (she put her carrer infront of her social life/marriage and ended up rushing it with a bastard like my father) i told her that exact sentence between the brakets and she told me that she is the one who left him even though she begged him not to leave her before (she told me that) and that she married a loser and a bastard and that's why she gave birth to a loser and a bastard (me)
she told me nobody would love me, accept me at work,that i will never have any friends(i don'thave many rn),that i am a failure, i am a copy of my dad
you the reader can tell me to leave the house and become independent
i am in a third world shitty country i hope you get the rest
this is not the first time
i am just not angry at this point..... just sad
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2023.06.10 20:49 TheWalkingTroll Starting on June 12th, /r/onejob will go private in protest of upcoming Reddit API changes that will kill 3rd-party apps
What's going on?
A recent Reddit policy change threatens to kill many beloved third-party mobile apps, making a great many quality-of-life features not seen in the official mobile app permanently inaccessible to users.
On May 31, 2023, Reddit announced they were raising the price to make calls to their API from being free to a level that will kill every third party app on Reddit, from Apollo to Reddit is Fun to Narwhal to BaconReader.
Even if you're not a mobile user and don't use any of those apps, this is a step toward killing other ways of customizing Reddit, such as Reddit Enhancement Suite or the use of the old.reddit.com desktop interface .
This isn't only a problem on the user level: many subreddit moderators depend on tools only available outside the official app to keep their communities on-topic and spam-free.
What's the plan?
On June 12th,
many subreddits will be going dark to protest this policy. Some will return after 48 hours: others will go away permanently unless the issue is adequately addressed, since many moderators aren't able to put in the work they do with the poor tools available through the official app. This isn't something any of us do lightly: we do what we do because we love Reddit, and we truly believe this change will make it impossible to keep doing what we love.
The two-day blackout isn't the goal, and it isn't the end. Should things reach the 14th with no sign of Reddit choosing to fix what they've broken, we'll use the community and buzz we've built between then and now as a tool for further action. What can you do as a user?
- Complain. Message the mods of /reddit.com, who are the admins of the site: message reddit: submit a support request: comment in relevant threads on /reddit, such as this one, leave a negative review on their official iOS or Android app- and sign your username in support to this post.
- Spread the word. Rabble-rouse on related subreddits. Meme it up, make it spicy. Bitch about it to your cat. Suggest anyone you know who moderates a subreddit join the coordinated mod effort at /ModCoord.
- Boycott and spread the word...to Reddit's competition! Stay off Reddit entirely on June 12th through the 13th- instead, take to your favorite non-Reddit platform of choice and make some noise in support!
- Don't be a jerk. As upsetting this may be, threats, profanity and vandalism will be worse than useless in getting people on our side. Please make every effort to be as restrained, polite, reasonable and law-abiding as possible.
What can you do as a moderator?
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2023.06.10 20:49 Due_Connection9349 Apple Pay in Turkey useable
Hello, I am from Germany and currently traveling trough Europe and I am now in Turkey for a month, which is my last stop. Unfortunately, in Bulgaria the ATM are my credit card. I have ordered a new one to my home and I will connect it with Apple Pay then. My question is if Apple Pay can be used in Turkey? I read different informations on that.
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2023.06.10 20:49 IamParked Open Letter to Myatt's Fields Park Project (discrimination against volunteers)
| To Myatt's Fields Park Project - Chair, Executives, Staff and Trustees, when I was brought along to Myatt's by a neighbour in the summer 2022, I thought this might be a place where I can continue to heal while learning to deal with workplace related issues in a SAFE environment to re-learn getting back into work. I spent years isolated in traumatic grief and having had to look after my parents one-by-one until they deteriorated each with dementia and their own trauma and grief. Burying my dad next to my brother, never imagined I would not be able to bury my mum a few years later during the pandemic lockdown. I thought I could get out of isolation, back into working with people in a safe place until I'm ready to get back into “proper” employment” again. I was wrong. I have lost my family one by one over the last 8 years. My brother's death was extremely traumatic. And as this didn't seem enough for the universe, the pandemic had to hinder me burying my mum. Lost my job, am still unable to work without getting triggered of workplace bullying and anxiety attacks. Losing my mental health. Losing hope. Getting up with the end of my life on my mind and going to bed with the end of my life on my mind. Like in Ricky Gervais Netflix series “Afterlife” where he plays a widow who always keeps his “Superpower”, that if everything fails, he just skips out of life. I have nothing to lose anymore and live with my Superpower. I made mistakes, tried to rectify it, but failed again. I understand that people everywhere are overwhelmed. Anybody's story of loss, trauma, sickness is uncomfortable for society and for people who are either healthy, in the middle of life, or successfully overcame trauma, loss and illness. And anyone who feels they dealt better with loss and trauma makes the mistake to compare themselves to other sufferers. Don't cross that line! But the more grief and trauma one has, the more society wants them silent. I am not silent, I CAN'T be silent because of HOW everything unfolded and how I was left alone in the worst time of my life. No initial support, no help and the deep blackness of trauma. A Stern Rebuke to a charity enlisting volunteers for “Well-being” Are you Myatt's not embarrassed and ashamed of yourselves in how you treat, not only free labour (volunteers), but volunteers with mental and physical health issues? Are you not ashamed of yourselves? NOT inducting volunteers. NOT doing health and needs checks. And then quickly fixing things after it was called out by the very volunteer who is fncked up mentally, whoom you try to get rid of, and seems to care more about safety then all of you combined! We current and former volunteers have NO rights like paid employees have. And the Myatt's Fields Park Project has been THE WORST volunteer experience in my life. Yes, you are THE MOST generous (trips, Sunday lunch, vegetables, teaching on plants etc.) which I mentioned in my other blog. But what is that if as a volunteer I feel my dignity stepped upon and for staff to not want me to be there as it's inconvenient for them? I have volunteered most of my life since my late teens in different countries and many different projects: working with the homeless, with the elderly in art/painting sessions in nursing homes, helping support free services (free haircuts, manicures, meals) with dignity to sex workers and their children, free clean-ups after hurricane debris and fallen trees in people's yards etc. etc. etc. The Myatt's Fields Park Project had me so hurt at times that my mental health took a nose-dive again. And for that I suffer further discrimination as if it was my fault feeling distressed! It has led me to the decision to never ever give my free time, skill, experience ever again to any charity or general project. I've had enough after years of volunteering and the last experience with Myatt's. Are you not ashamed of yourselves to take advantage of volunteers while your staff sit for hours every week in the office in winter or the cool depot space in summer while volunteers outside labour away in the sun, cold and rain? Some who are a little older outside, unsupervised and in danger to suffer health issues. A stroke, heart attack etc. at an higher age can happen any time! Are you paid staff members not ashamed?! Are you not ashamed of yourselves for bad-mouthing a paid colleague and even worse some volunteers, and also bad-mouthing volunteer to other volunteers? Are you not ashamed to rush an elderly volunteer with walking difficulties on the day-trips to the point the volunteer couldn't sleep at night for fear they'd be late for the next trip, and then tell me as a volunteer who was concerned for the person that I should relax and not take control. Or as you all knew from the beginning that I have PTSD and triggers, that if I'm triggered that I should not come to trips. Are you not ashamed? Have you read the Equality Act on dignity? The amount of times I was hurt in my dignity and another volunteer being stressed about Fab. talking for hours with most of us sitting there bored, in silence and getting headaches from the one-man show. Are you not ashamed? Apathy on Safety Issues When I pointed out serious health and safety concerns between summer 2022 and spring 2023: Nails/screws sticking out of a shelf on eye-level, almost poking my eye when I put blue paper into the dispenser underneath the shelf, as we never had anything to dry our hands with and no staff member acting on these issues. Your 2 staff members (volunteer coordinator and greenhouse manager) just seeming clueless (or careless?), not even knowing where a tool box is upon request to pull the nails and screws out. Both staff who work at Myatt's one for 4 years, the other for 10 years and they tell me the don't know if Myatt's have a tool box! Me having to raise this with Tori again and bring my OWN hammer from home with the “fork” to pull out all the nails/screws in the presence of Tori. I really did and do care that NO-ONE gets injured by things that can be avoided! You Myatt's fields executives can afford private health care, WE volunteers rely on the broken NHS if we get injured! I am currently not even climbing a 4 step-ladder to avoid any unnecessary accidents to not have to wait 5 hours to be seen in A&E. I REALLY care that people and myself don't get hurt! Do you? Or is all this just for show to look good with the government and sponsors? For me to raise for WEEKS that there's poo smeared on the public lady's toilet wall. Raising this with Ra. as the volunteer coordinator and my direct “line manager”, who as usual just guessed that this might be under Lambeth Council, but didn't action on it whatsoever. Me not being inducted for a year, not knowing who's who and who to report things to! Four weeks later the poo still being there and yet AGAIN going to Ra's line manager Tori to find out how this can be removed as this is not only a health risk, but plainly disgusting! Only then I was informed to pass this on to the Park Manager El. who's now also the Health and Safety Manager / interim Director. Then it got fixed. And only then I learnt who to go to for safety issues. I could of just ignored everything like you all do! What an inconvenience I am for Myatt's. Are you not ashamed that a volunteer cared more about safety issues than staff do? Pointing out to Tori several safety issues like blocked/hidden fire extinguishers. Tori didn't seem bothered too much either and asked me what could happen fire-wise there. As I was standing next to the fridges and freezers I pointed to those and reminded Tori that Grenfell Tower fire happened from a refrigerator. Her facial expression then showed that the penny finally dropped. To have to explain to upper leadership of Myatt's that ANYTHING can happen to ANYONE at ANYTIME for ANY reason is beyond me! And the absolute MINIMUM we can do is eliminate these safety issues I mention above and below. The kitchen oven that started the fire alarm. The following week a person from the community cooked and approached Ra. that the oven needs cleaning as it could cause a fire. Ra. just with a “shrugging-shoulder” attitude as usual saying that a professional cleaner might have to come in, and that was that. No further action or passing it on to whoever responsible to fix things. So, I passed it on again having been there the previous week when the fire alarm went off thinking they just overcooked the chicken, but now I leanrt it was due to the oven not being cleaned and covered in burnt debris. I raised this with Tori AGAIN, who to my shock then told me I shouldn't listen to the lady who cooked and raised this SERIOUS safety issue. I was shocked yet again on Myatt's apathetic attitude towards serious health and safety issues. But as Tori saw my urgency in this, pointing out that if an EHO would visit, Myatt's would not be doing well, the Park Manager then went to work and things got fixed within short time. ONLY mentioning the government checks got the message across, NOT health and safety issues, not people potentially getting hurt. No, only government gets the message across. After everything got fixed, Myatt's then contacted Lambeth Council to do a check, and received 5 stars. Bravo! But as Fab. continued to cook despite being told not to due to poor hygiene, and me being so stupid again to raise this again, the procedure got started to get rid of me. Let a volunteer help you put things in place that YOU Myatt's neglected, then look good in the public, and Tori leaving with a clean slate, and then get rid of me who helped you raise the standard and create a safer space for all. Are you not ashamed of yourselves?! Ra. lying across the dining room table to get a free massage from a person who occasionally volunteers but has their partner going through cancer treatment caring for family. Are you not ashamed of yourself? Tori's words to me when I raised issues being rebuked, talked bad about, sent out as Fab. Was angry, “As long as the results come out”. In other words, as long as the mission to get vegetables and seedlings etc. to the community, you close your eyes to what your staff, especially the greenhouse manager do, no matter how upset volunteers get. I always wondered why Fab. kept some vegetables, especially large ones out on the depot floor for weeks and weeks until they started rotting, instead of giving those to the community and/or volunteers in this cost-of-living crisis. It took me almost a year of observance that this might be because he might want to portray to Myatt's that he is “producing” vegetables, while in reality the garden outside often looked very meek. For staff and trustees to vote to give me a letter of warning, jumping over stage 1 straight int stage 2 going against your own policy and using an “expired” (forgiven) incidence to start the procedings to get rid of me because the Health & Safety Manager was upset when I mentioned the Food Gov should I get food poisoning again. Are you not ashamed? And then I raised a grievance on this as you went against your own policy while trying to penalise me for going agsint your policy which I didn't even know. And grievance hearing held by your new Development Manager Pat. In such a dodgy and flawed way, bombarding me with questions, some questions irrelevant to throw me off course and not get to the grievance against Myatt's itself. This was a TYPICAL toxic corporate HR hearing to protect the organisation, no matter how much the volunteer suffers. This leading me to a breakdown in the hearing as I was triggered from the workplace bullying and HR meetings I went through. The way Pat. handled the hearing was BRUTAL, cold, careless, gaslighting and flawed. No compassion from Pat. and El. the note taker who should have never been present in the meeting as she was part of the grievance. Not allowed to read and sign the hearing notes at the end of the hearing, as is usual in grievance hearings. Later that evening me contemplating to end my life and falling back into mental health problems I thought I overcame. Are you not ashamed of yourselves?! Finally Maybe you paid staff, executives and trustees should humble yourselves and come down from your high horse and stop pretending to have integrity and honesty “as best as possible”. You have shown no honesty and no integrity! Maybe you should reflect on HOW any volunteer might feel and what bad treatment could do to and with them mentally and physically. I don't pretend to have integrity and honesty “as best as I can”. I HAVE integrity and honesty! I don't need to write it down anywhere because I LIVE it! You didn't and don't deserve volunteers like me who truly CARE about safety issues and making people feel welcome. You don't deserve volunteers in general. You don't deserve free labour in your systemic attitude towards safety issues as well as volunteers with mental and/or physical health issues. You don't deserve any of us. And I and other volunteers deserve better. We already have no rights, no or little money, often no health. We scrap by financially and with health issues and hope that the little bit we give in our free time could help us heal somewhat. You should be ashamed! I updated the ADHD vs Narcissism blog as this was a thorn in your eye even though I never mentioned Myatt's. I mention you now! The grievance hearing had me over the edge and gave me the final pain in my dignity and mental health struggles, and I will now speak openly. I do again sincerely apologize for any mistakes and text/email I did. But I will also not continue apologizing. I have lost everything dear and important to me. But I have not lost my voice, and will always use my voice after trying EVERYTHING internally. I am a free person as best as I can be in my anxieties, hopelessness, triggers, mental boundaries with PTSD … and I use whatever freedoms I have been granted under the law. And I will express myself, I will explain my struggles, I will share my traumas, my losses, my experiences until the last day. https://value-people.weebly.com/open-letter-to-myatts-fields-park-project.html < https://preview.redd.it/2vfkcq79l85b1.jpg?width=694&format=pjpg&auto=webp&s=846bc0229c1f3566c05bfda4741f542995b94e23 submitted by IamParked to u/IamParked [link] [comments] |
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2023.06.10 20:49 lizGnd Yellowjackets board game
It has just occurred to me that Yellowjackets could make a decent board game out of their show. Now I haven’t thought out all the details yet but this is what I got roughly.
The token pieces could be the black box, the plane, the knife, the shotgun… The objective of the game would be not to get eaten or die from the elements and to make it to the side of the board that is designated as civilization or home…
There would be a deck of cards and of course one would be the Queen, but it doesn’t mean that it has to be a standard set of cards. For instance it could be a set of cards that are specific to the show and other cards could be the symbol they found in the forest and every time it’s pulled, it means the wilderness has chosen to keep you, for now, move 3 steps ahead.
That’s all I got so far. Of course, I’m sure there are many ways this game could go…
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